and i'll be okay, now that you're not away [i've had my share of terrible days.] now that you're here, i can smile, because you don't know how much i need now.
all the quotes below are from songs by Sick Puppies;; :D xXCredit and he said, "You're everything I ever wanted but It's never enough. You're never enough." I'm feeling so afraid, 'Cause everything that I do lately makes you [a n g r y] I've never been so ashamed. It really felt like you and me were [Getting better]
My lifes so pitiful, Give me one good reason why I shouldn't end it all, If there's a reason then I haven't found it yet. I woke up one morning to find myself wrapped in the things I swore I'd never touch. And here I am again [t r y i n g] to save what's left of you and I So why aren't you satisfied? So here I am again. In the middle of the end. And the choice I wish I made I always make too late
You are defined by all that you have hoarded But you're surprised it doesn't fill up the hole.
I walk the line of the disappointed I celebrate when I'm in pain My heart and mind can be disjointed I built a bed in this hole I made I recognize that I'm damaged I sympathize that you are too But I wanna breathe without feelin' so self-conscious But it's hard when the world's starin' at you
I won't justify the way I live my life 'Cause I'm the one livin' it
And you're just wasting your time Trying to throw me a line When you're the one drowning
I think I'm doing just fine Compared to what you've been doing
I hate you when you're gone I hate you turn me on I hate the way I need you when I don't know where you are I love it even more When I find you on the floor I know you think you hate me But I will always hate you more
What is it I'm after Searching for disaster Watching my whole life flash in front of my eyes We've been given answers Still we're walking cancers Dressed up as a life
I wish I was you You're never concerned with acceptance We are all desperately seeking out, and fitting with anyone who will accept us But not you I remember when it used to be easy I remember when it wasn't so hard
Welcome to my world Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone. You live your life in your head Some call it imagination I'd rather focus instead on anything except what I'm feeling
I reached out, fell short Now you're hurt, too many words Breaking the silence I felt it, bled it, screamed it, It only gets worse And it kills me what's in me too angry for us to survive I used too many words tonight
Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again You'll just come back running Holding your scarred heart in hand
[This] is hardly worth fighting for. I remember when it used to be easy I remember when it wasn't so hard
Every time I end up breaking you You change into Something worth keeping
And I'll try every drug I find, Except maybe heroin and cyanide, But theres a reason I just can't afford it yet. Oh, its just another overdose
I tried to get it right But I was just wastin' my time 'cause you never compromised when it came to us I'm not sittin' around while you are tearin' it down around us. I'm not livin' a lie while you swim in denial
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare To fix the twist in you
I'll take you for who you are If you take me for everything So what, [I lied] But the truth would've been suicide
Cause her mental prison is not my decision So I'm cutting my losses this time I'm no longer living through her tunnel vision
I dont mind where you come from As long as you come to me But I dont like illusions I cant see Them clearly
You leave me out on the curb just like everyone else before you.
Welcome to my world Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone. Another lesson burned And I'm drowning in the ashes Kicking Screaming Welcome to my world
Hours slide and days go by Till you decide to come But in-between it always seems too long
I held onto you for as long as I could but today, You fell away. Now what I hold are the memories we barely made. I stood on the edge of your bridge until I felt the rain push me away. My confusion left me fast as the vertigo came. This is war And it’s on tonight So get up and fight You had all your life to run and hide Now step up, Let’s do this.
I did my best to try and be A mirror of society But we both know the mirror's cracked And everybody's in the act Faking what they cannot feel Hoping they can make it real Reality is killing me Don't blame me for not being subservient to others' needs I'm at the point where honesty just doesn't fucking work for me. I'm consciously unconscious Why am I filled with hate? I'd like to blame my parents I'm sure you'd do the same Swallow the hurt
Maybe I'm a dreamer Maybe I'm misunderstood. Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should. Maybe I'm CrAzY Maybe I'm the only one. So wake me when I'm sober, the scars [are] too hard to hide.
I set the clock and went to sleep, This anxiety I keep, Through another fucking day. It's not my fault you're ashamed of how you feel
I waited for you yesterday Eventually walked home in the rain I'm sending out a signal to the possibility of ({(you)}) 'Cause right at this moment, I know you're connected to a part of me that I don't even know myself.
The changes in me Are likely to be like the weather Stormy and clear strength into fear bound together
Maybe it's time to change And leave it all behind I've never been one to walk alone I've always been scared to try So why does it feel so wrong To reach for something more To wanna live a better life [What am I waiting for?] I've worn a hundred faces of the character replacements and n o w...Nobody sees me. what's inside of me is invisible to most, even in .:c l e a r:. view
I'm holding onto white balloons [Up against a sky of doom]
What you give is what you get And what you got's now next to nothing
I'll break my silence If I believed that [you and me] could ever be More than just what's been [behind] us. Get into a fight just to make the sex better You got a hold of me but there ain't nothing here that's holding you down I believed in this except it wasn't getting better.
I don't care what you think I'm not seeing a shrink. I'm not doing this again.
And when I'm done with the run I'm going on...I'm sure I'll be Your BIGGEST regret, You'll [never] forget.* If at first you don't succeed Then we just end up pretending. You have half the mind, half the heart <3 half the will Your glass is half, his glass is FULL &&* My glass is empty.
Waiting for another line...because you throw them at me all the time
Tell me all your plans and I'll laugh back in your face Preach me your religion if you're dumb enough to pray
I waited for you yesterday I waited and missed the last train I waited to say that I'd fallen in love with your way i have to get away from his life, need to get away from [mine] I know you [want] to [want] me I see it in your eyes.
I'm not the master of the Universe I walk the Earth the wrong way Met my potential and fulfilled the WORST, My best is cursed the wrong way Don't walk away And leave me without a reason When there's too much to say That hasn't been said
I hope that you still want me [I hope it's not too late]
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